Bad Omen
If any of you are repeat viewers of my blog, no doubt you have noticed several entries missing.. That was my doing, and not a glitch in the system... I deleted them... No great loss, I suspect...
Do you ever get the feeling that the universe is stacked against you??
Friday night, Jeff and I planned on spending the whole night together. We met in a town between here and where he lives, (my town is too small to have anything to do) and went out to dinner, and a movie. Really had fun (although "Elektra" was a big disappointment). Went to our favorite motel - no rooms. Went to every other motel in town - no rooms. A big Kiwanis (sp?) convention had taken all the rooms... SOO we decided that he would follow me back to my town, and we'd get a room here. Fine. But when we got back here, he had become sick on the drive and decided that since he was sick, and I had to be at work at 5:30 Sat. Morning, we would call it a night.
*sigh*
I told him that since things keep getting in the way, maybe we weren't meant to be together... I really believe in signs... Plus, even though he tells me he loves me all the time, I can't help but wonder if he isn't changing his mind... If that happens I would miss him like crazy, although I believe that when one door is shut another opens... If something is meant to be, it will happen.
Anyway... My daughter turns 19 today. My God, surely I am not old enough to have a 19 year old daughter?!? Most people when meeting us for the first time think we are sisters...LOL... I always say "that'll work". LOL...
Haven't talked to Hawk... Was just too tired to go over there Friday morning... I do need that info for my story, though...
Do you ever get the feeling that the universe is stacked against you??
Friday night, Jeff and I planned on spending the whole night together. We met in a town between here and where he lives, (my town is too small to have anything to do) and went out to dinner, and a movie. Really had fun (although "Elektra" was a big disappointment). Went to our favorite motel - no rooms. Went to every other motel in town - no rooms. A big Kiwanis (sp?) convention had taken all the rooms... SOO we decided that he would follow me back to my town, and we'd get a room here. Fine. But when we got back here, he had become sick on the drive and decided that since he was sick, and I had to be at work at 5:30 Sat. Morning, we would call it a night.
*sigh*
I told him that since things keep getting in the way, maybe we weren't meant to be together... I really believe in signs... Plus, even though he tells me he loves me all the time, I can't help but wonder if he isn't changing his mind... If that happens I would miss him like crazy, although I believe that when one door is shut another opens... If something is meant to be, it will happen.
Anyway... My daughter turns 19 today. My God, surely I am not old enough to have a 19 year old daughter?!? Most people when meeting us for the first time think we are sisters...LOL... I always say "that'll work". LOL...
Haven't talked to Hawk... Was just too tired to go over there Friday morning... I do need that info for my story, though...
1 Comments:
I'm sure there isn't much hope of it going any farther anyway... He and his wife have been living apart, essentially, for 7 years... what makes me think that they would get a divorce now? And anyway, I'm wondering if he isn't living a bit too much "inside the box" for me... He doesn't seem to have a creative bone in his body.... I know severe opposites sometimes attract, but do they last?
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